01.04.2009 ( Wednesday )

Today I will have class on 8.50 a.m. I am quite free today because I only have two mathematics classes only, but the classes that I am going to have are 2 Efisyen and 2 Dedikasi. Both of the classes need a lot of energy, so it will affect my mood or the whole day.
I just came out from form 2 Efisyen, my mood is totally spoiled. I didn’t scold or penalize them as it will waste my energy only. I really pity on their parents, how will I feel if my own children or siblings are like them? I think I will feel devastated.
Later have to enter 2 Dedikasi, hopefully my mood will improve a little. I pity at my neighbour, Miss Nuha, I will nagging at her about my students and unlimited workload. I am grateful for her kind, attentiveness and patience. You really help me a lot in releasing my stress. Thank you teacher, you are a good friend.

There will be a curriculum audit meeting this evening. So, today Chinese Club society activities are postponed to next week. Thank god! .... today another Teacher Advisor for the society, Mr Low is having meeting at outstation. I can’t control the members of the society alone. There are 70 of them. They are uncooperative and don’t like to participate in the activities especially the boys of upper form. Hmm… nowadays it’s really difficult to become a good teacher. It’s very challenging! If you want to become a teacher, make sure you are well prepared for all this type of students. I think I am not doing well enough for my students especially my temper and my teaching skill. That’s why I want to further my studies in master degree on psychology of education or pedagogy. I really hope that I will find a better approach in teaching the students.